Saturday night out

Okay, so here it comes...

the long awaited night on the town with the "girls" is happening tonight. Seriously, though, am I quite sure this is what I want? I want to find a "life", being that everything in mine has been changed quite surely against my will. In all seriousness I doubt that what I really want is going to happen ever again. The one guy I have met whom I could honestly fall for (he's the most gorgeous individual I have ever seen) is not interested. He's too busy chasing down 20 and 30 year old chics...what is it with men and younger women anyway? Do they think they're studs even into their 50s?

Whatever... I'll put on the proper face, pretend to be "fun", and have a good time in spite of myself.



It's 1:10am and I am home for my night out with the ladies. All in all, I'd say it was a very good time. We had a nice dinner at Cheesecake Factory (my usual, Chicken Madeira and for dessert we split a blueberry white chocolate cheesecake slice). K and her friend A were quite interesting to talk to... we got to know each other, compared life notes, and promised to meet up again soon. First meeting under normal circumstances...done.

peace and love to whoever is out there...




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